HEATHER LOUD POWERS
WHEN HEATHER PULLED up in front of her sister’s cabin, which she refused to call a home, she noticed her sister’s car, such as it was, wasn’t there. However, the lights were on. Heather knew Margo would never go out leaving the lights on, costing her money.
How her sister managed, she would never understand. Such a tiny place which she combined living space with making those dishes – ridiculous. It was even more amazing to her that people wanted them, but it worked for Margo, so who was she to criticize.
She didn’t count her mental disapproval as criticism as long as she didn’t voice it to anyone but Grayson. Her husband’s response was most often a “hmm” although there were rare times when he said things about how it worked for Margo, often with a sense of admiration, which annoyed Heather.
Inside Heather found Margo painting a cup. A cup? Well better to get to the point. The last thing she wanted to do was to have to continuing going through their mother’s things alone
Grace was in New York City. She was trying to get a job working for a fashion house after her degree from RISD. So far, she had found work as a waitress. Grayson had said basically that was to be expected. She should have studied accounting.
Grace’s suggestions to her parents that they give her enough money to start her own shop with her own clothing line had fallen on deaf ears. Citing how Aunt Margo created her business with her ceramics didn’t help.
Grayson felt he couldn’t leave work to help her with the estate sale. With a new CEO replacing the founder and CEO who dropped dead at 87 while still working every day, Grayson felt insecure professionally for the first time. The company had gone from being a team, a family, to one employee pitted against the other now that the owner’s son had taken over. And big publishers were sniffing around. Although the company was small it was profitable.
“Technize everything – if technize is a word – get rid of all that paper,” Grayson would complain. That’s what this son wants. What happens when the system goes down, the electricity goes off?”
Heather didn’t understand what the problem was. The publishing house seemed like it belonged in the last century, even the last two centuries. She found the various computer programs a great help to her work. Oh, she missed the old card catalogues in their oak cases that had been hand-crafted by Thomas J. Chess back before World War II. The library was that old but it had such a comfortable feeling. Computers didn’t have that cozy smell of wood and old paper. However, if she had to decide between the nice smells and word processing or a filing system at her fingertips, bye-bye comforting smells.
The age difference didn’t seem too much when she and Grayson married 25 years before. It was a new century, a new life. For him, it was not so much a new year, new decade but too many changes were getting to him.
Heather would try and explain bar codes to him, but he didn’t want to hear. She was stuck with two people in her life, her husband and her sister, that did not live in the worlds that mattered to most of the world.
Still, they had a lovely house just outside the town center, unlike this claustrophobic hodge podge of her sister’s.
“Hi Auntie. I’m going to make tea. Want some?”
“Yes, Sweetie!"
BETHANY STEINER
“ICH LIBE DICH, Papa!” Bethany’s father pulled his backpack from the back of the car. He blew her a kiss before walking through the international departure door at Logan Airport.
Bethany sat a few minutes until a policeman told her she had to move. She then headed out of the airport toward her mother’s home.
Although she’d lived alternate years with her mother in the tiny house and studio after her parents’ divorce, it was homey, but not her home. Nor was her father’s home in Stuttgart. Home was her own flat near Tübingen University. Having obtained her degree there her work with plants continued in the same lab for her post doc.
For years she had felt her childhood was weird and hated it. Now she just thought it was weird, but she saw the advantages.
Bethany had been born in Germany. Her father spoke to her only in German and her mother only in English. She had a slight accent in both languages and in her third year of elementary school had been bullied about it. Now her bilingualism was an advantage.
Her discomfort with living with her mother in a small New England town made her parents decide to let her live with her father. Her wanting to change back to the U.S. and then back to Germany every other year because no matter where she was, she felt like an outsider was accepted by both parents. Together they made sure the rules were the same in both places, adjusted for age. Bethany quickly realized playing one parent off the other would not work.
Now at 28, her post doc grad work involved research on plants. There was no way she could explain what she was doing to those that asked her. Manipulating vegetables for greater benefit was the simplest way to say it. Lately she just said, “agricultural research.” If they pressed her, she gave them a batch of made-up formulas and data which made their eyes glaze over within minutes.
Her father had started as a history professor. He then became an author and documentary presenter by accident, as he liked to say. He hadn’t pushed her into his field. She found it herself when she took a course with Dr. Gunter Finder, a name that she felt was a perfect pun. He was now her boss, more or less, because he claimed that their work was a partnership. There was even a paper where they both took credit at his insistence.
She stopped thinking about her past and pulled into her mom’s driveway.
*****
“Tea, Auntie Heather?” Bethany asked after hanging up her coat. What she wanted to say, “Please leave before you and Mom get into another fight.”
Bethany reached for the tea pot, one of her mother’s creations. When she was a kid, she was ashamed of their tiny house. Her friends had normal homes, but now she appreciated how her mother had made sure they had everything they needed. If only mutti hadn’t done all those long and boring lectures against consumerism.
Then she had an idea to go to the Stuttgart International School, every other year. She learned her sales skills, convincing her parents and the school administration she wasn’t flitting in and out of countries. It was the school’s summer program that defined her passion.
In the States she still felt like an outsider, although English was the only language. Her mother talked to her in German to make sure that next year when she was back in Germany, her German wasn’t too rusty.
Once she was at ISS more lessons were in English, but German was also taught. She spoke German with her father.
In any case her childhood, although different from anyone she knew, now felt good, although she wasn’t ready to admit it to either parent. Let them feel a little guilty but not too much, she thought.
The tea kettle whistled on the stove, so American. Her electric kettles in her Tübingen lab and her flat where she now lived just shut off.
Now if she could get mutti and Auntie Heather to drink the tea and leave before they started fighting, it would be a good day.
She and her Papa had had a great talk on the ride to Logan Airport. She would see him again in a couple of weeks.
Both her parents claimed that she was like the other one. Her mother thought her interest in science came from her father. Her father thought her interest in art came from her mother. Bethany thought she was herself.
She did look like her father, blond hair, blue eyes, tall. Her mother’s was short, dark curly hair. She also looked like Heather. Instead of WASPs, they looked Italian.
She spooned leaves into the tea pot, her favorite. Although it was her mother’s design, it was like nothing else she did. No little girls on swings, no flowers, and no strange lines and color combinations. “So, I can get away from my work when I drink my tea,” Margo had explained.
“Tea is ready.” Bethany put the pot, mugs with the cookies Auntie Heather must have brought on the table, being careful not to mess up the paints her mother was using.
“Over by the couch,” Heather said. “I can’t stand the smell of paint.”







