MARGO LOUD STEINER
HELPING TO CLEAR out her mother’s home, where Medora Young Loud had lived for five-plus decades, was easier than having Heather hem, haw and moan that she, Heather, had to do it all herself. Margo thought if martyrdom was on the Nobel Prize list, her sister would qualify. Margo still preferred to take her car to her mother’s rather than be trapped with Heather as she had yesterday.
The estate sale was scheduled for a week from Saturday. The agent was coming the following Tuesday to go through the sales process of all Medora’s things. Afterward they needed to prepare the house for sale.
“We still have to do an inventory of mother’s things,” Heather said as they walked in the back door. They still used the back door as they had when they were children coming home from school. The difference was that then there were smells of whatever Medora had been baking.
As much as Margo didn’t agree with much of what her mother did, after raising Bethany herself, she admitted Medora had tried, just as she still did. Often both failed.
At this point in her life, she accepted that she and her mother had only a birth canal in common.
“Then make sure they are clean and appealingly displayed. And . . .” Heather nattered on.
“I know all that.” Margo failed to not sound annoyed. Older sister nags were no more pleasant in their forties than in their teens.
“You don’t have to snap at me. It’s in your interest too. And Bethany’s.”
The sisters would, according to their mother’s will, divide half the proceeds from the sale of everything, and half would go into a trust fund for Bethany and Heather’s daughter Grace. When the girls were 29, they could tap into it.
A house that Margo’s parents had paid $48,000 for in 1976 was estimated to be worth at least around one million, even with the dated kitchen and bathrooms.
When they had been told this by the lawyer who read the will to them, Heather had said to Margo, “Now you can move into a real house, one with more space.
“Why would I want to do that?” Margo asked, causing the lawyer to smile. He had known the family from before forever and, unbeknownst to both girls, had often counseled Medora to accept both her daughters as they were, fine women with a totally different approach to life. He did that more as a friend than a lawyer.
Mixed feelings were how Margo would describe her emotions at that moment had Heather asked, but she didn’t. There were some happy memories in this house, but more unhappy ones, not the kind abused children have, but the kind misunderstood children have
Even if she were the baby sister, her mother preferred Heather. Her older sister wanted the same things her mother did: a husband, children, a nice home, a social life with people of their own kind.
Margo wanted to be an artist, travel the world. Although she never went goth or hippie, her favorite clothes were jeans and a paint-spattered shirt. Instead of wanting to go to the proms and dances at her school, she wanted art lessons. When a potter moved into town, Margo offered to do any chores possible in exchange for lessons.
The same woman had found the scholarship program that Margo won to study in a ceramics company in Stuttgart. That had left Medora sputtering that her daughter should go to college, find a husband and settle down near her family.
While Margo was overseas, she found not only the husband, but a German university professor, a foreigner, an ex-Nazi according to Medora.
Heather’s husband was far more acceptable to Medora. He worked in their town for an educational publisher as their Chief Financial Officer. For stability, Medora was willing to overlook how old Grayson was. What was twenty years difference in a couple?
That Heather worked at the local library was acceptable to Medora, although she thought her daughter would be better at home with Grace.
Both sisters agreed that the Feminist Movement had flown over their mother’s head. They did agree that maybe, just maybe, their mother might feel that she had missed out on doing something more interesting than catering to her family.
“I’ll make a pot of tea,” Heather said. “I’ve boxes and boxes. They are labelled with my name, your name, Bethany’s and Grace’s. What we don’t want will go to the Estate Sale . . . after we price them.” She held up a package of stickers with the Johnson Estate Sales logo preprinted.
Margo could have guessed whom each box was for. Bethany had given her a list of what she might want, mostly books by Judy Blume. There was a set of Thorton W. Burgess books with animal characters that not only had been read to Heather and Margo, but they had also belonged to Medora’s mother and grandmother. Those were already in Grace’s box.
Stuffed animals Grace had played with when she visited Grammy filled other boxes marked Grace, and still another box had who-knows-whats.
Margo didn’t care about the who-knows-whats, but she needed to take a stand for the books. One-by-one she transferred them to Bethany’s single box when Heather disappeared behind the swinging kitchen door to make a second pot of tea. After finding duct tape, Margo sealed her daughter’s box and carried it to her car. Fait accompli or something like that.
When Heather came back from the kitchen with the newly filled tea pot, Margo was just coming back into the house. Heather’s eyes swept the boxes. “I did check if these old books were worth much. I think the most was $40.” She went out to Margo’s car and brought the box back in. She unsealed it and started removing the books.
Margo remembered picking up Bethany one day when her mother had babysat. Her daughter had been curled up next to her grandmother entranced by the adventures of Sammy Jay and Old Grandfather Frog on his lily pad.
“I don’t think so. It’s not the money. It’s the memories.” Margo started to take the books back to the car. “Bethany wanted these. That’s all either of us wanted.”
“So does Grace. She’s getting married and they’ll want kids right away. Bethany? Well by the time she settles down, she might be too old.”
So, this is how it was going to be. Never mind Bethany, there was little that Margo wanted. Her home had everything she desired or needed. Well not everything. There was a ring, that was a memory too.
It was one of the nights when Margo had dropped off a coat she had borrowed from her mother when they went out to dinner, a rare occasion. A sudden rainstorm had come up. Her mother had insisted Margo take it to not catch cold. Catching cold was something Medora always worried about. Drafts were especially dangerous.
Medora had been dressed to go eat at the Silver Spoon, a place she often went with Henry Willis, a widower neighbor whom she kinda dated. The restaurant was upscale.
“What a beautiful, beautiful ring,” Margo said.
“Isn’t it? No, don’t look like that. It’s not an engagement ring.”
“It’s a beautiful non-engagement ring. My mother passed it down to me as the baby of the family. She was the youngest too, I don’t know. Maybe I’ll leave it to you when I die.” Medora was fond of saying “Maybe I’ll leave it to you” about this or that to either girl.
One of a pair of purple Sandwich glass vases were on a pile of newspapers. The mantle of the fireplace looked empty without them. Maybe its mate was already wrapped and in Heather’s box.
Margo thought she’d heard her mother say they’d be her sister’s after she was gone. Maybe not. “Take the matching vase,” Margo said to Heather.
While Heather poured tea, Margo glanced at Heather’s notebook. Her sister was listing house prices in their town, probably from the internet.
Should she give her the benefit of the doubt that Heather wanted to price the sales items between a good buy and getting their full value?
“Nah,” she whispered to herself as Heather reentered the room with a tray which had an empty tea pot and Medora’s china cups and saucers. Margo recognized the English pattern of red roses, common enough. One thing about being a ceramic artist, she could always duplicate whatever she wanted.
Margo knew she had to decide between making a scene as Heather scooped up what she wanted. But no way, no how, was she going to give in on Bethany’s books.
Looking at her watch, she said, “I’ve gotta get going. My agent is going to call.” Without unsealing Bethany’s box, she picked it up and balanced it against her hip as she opened the door and left.







