Saturday, December 31, 2022

The changing of the year

 To me the year changed at the solstice, but the time after was filled with lights, friends, good food and just the joy of being until we arrive at the traditional New Year's Eve date, today.

Tonight we will join friends from other countries that we do not get to see often and between age and illnesses, each moment with them is a gift.

The end of 2022 was marked with death: a call from a friend of the 80s, a woman who saved books turning them into works of art. She had been a neighbor and we called ourselves sisters from two different countries. She spoke very little English just about equal to my limited French, but we spoke love. I look forward to meeting up with her daughter, who was a teenager with serious medical problems in the 80s. That the girl lived to be a woman is in itself a miracle.

Then it seemed that celebrities died in greater numbers than usual the past few days: Pele, Pope Benedict, Vivian Westwood, Barbara Walters. 

My husband and I discovered both his parents died on the same day and month as my father, 29 December. 

One of the problems of aging is that people who have always been a part of our lives disappear although they stay in hearts and memories. Their lives are there to be celebrated as is the time we shared.

I look back on 2022, still filled with Covid.

Myself? I had two falls one leading to a broken nose, the other to upsetting the crystals in my ear leading to dizziness. I never knew I had crystals there, never mind the they communicate equilibrium messages to the brain. I still think of crystals as things that go in bracelets, rings, earrings and necklaces. It is getting better.

We had some wonderful travels: Garmisch, Inverness, Edinburgh, Boston. This was less than pre-Covid but up from during-Covid. From time to time we explored areas in Switzerland and France usually on the spur of the moments.

Watching a friend recover from a horrendous accident go from coma to a year ago to his showing up at our front door having ridden his bike to us from another village. He still needs more surgery and rehab, but his even being alive is a miracle.

My daughter and I tested the making lemonade out of lemons saying when we had a wonderful week together despite both having mild cases of Covid. I didn't see a lot of what I wanted to see in Boston, but before I got sick I got to meet Ranger Jim, the wonderful help in writing Lexington. The novel is dedicated to him in appreciation of his help and the dedication to preserving history. We left flowers at the grave of the unknown British soldier who died in the first battle of the American Revolution. He was the motivation for the novel.

Summer heat gave way to a beautiful autumn, but the long summer nights in a French village with friends, sitting in a special café were bearable. Thank goodness the heat didn't last longer.

Because I've tackled three writing projects this year, progress on each is slower than it would be if I would focus on just one, but my head is full of ideas on all three. I give into that. 

Lexington: Anatomy of a Novel was published. The working title of the novel is Twins. The Corporate Virgin is the title of an anthology of my short stories and poems. The third projects is a collection of remarkable women, at least one for every day of the year.

My 80th birthday include a surprise when a good, good friend walked into the restaurant. My present, a visit to Pompeii will have to wait. The heat and tourists is a good reason to postpone it. If all goes well, we will go in March when it will be cooler and with less people.

I read 99 books slightly over 37,000 pages. The page count does not include magazines, newspapers (on line) etc.

Each day was enhanced by the presence of my husband. After almost 10 years, I'm still amazed at the joy he gives to my life. As a backdrop, the laughter and licks from my pup Sherlock is like adding just the right about of spice to the casserole of my life. 

I do not know why I've been so lucky to have the life I do. Not a day passes when I'm not aware of  no bombs fell near me. I'm not a refuge  crossing dangerous country or risking drowning. I have enough of everything I need, sometimes more than I need. The number of friends enriching my life, people from many countries and backgrounds, is truly a blessing. I wake up each morning with a to-do list including carry overs from yesterday or maybe last week or in a couple of cases, last month. It's okay.



Thursday, December 29, 2022

Lexington: Anatomy of a Novel.

 

Chapter 18

Argelès-Sur-Mer, France

March

 

 

I’VE MADE A decision on years that I will cover. James will have joined the Army in 1773 and will sail for the new world in June 1774 after the Boston Tea Party and as rebel activity is heating up. This gives him time to be well-trained and I can show accurate training methods.

 

I’ve plenty of time to work because of the pandemic.

 

We do chat with neighbors who “borrow” our dog for walks, which is one of the allowed activities.

 

At the same time, we have wifi problems. Our village is waiting for fiber. We can only have one internet connection at a time. When my husband needs it for his writing and research, I need to shut everything down and vice versa.

 

I use my downtime to read the books I’ve received and downloaded information when it is my turn online.

 

James’ character is developing as I type. He will certainly not become a dedicated soldier between the time he joined and the time he goes to Boston. For the plot he needs to question just about everything he comes across, not a good trait for someone in the army where unquestioned obedience is required. 

Once in Boston, he will have more doubts.

 

At no time will James wish he were back in Ely. Instead, he will think of what he will do after his three-year contract is up.

 

I need to find ways to involve him in the events of the time, and more importantly, I need to make sure I write about the significant ones that lead up to the April 18th battle. I keep reading and researching, R&R, not rest and recreation.

 

Although James’s contract was a term one, letting him out of it after three years, many soldiers did not have limited contracts, they only left the army for medical reasons or when they aged out. I only came across this information—which I must add to the story — somewhere. Not sure yet.

 

Accuracy versus keeping tension in the story can be a problem. So far.

 

I need a scene? chapter? where they learn they’ll sail for Boston, but I’m not sure when to put that in the novel. I’m delaying writing it. I am trying to find the name of the ship the 43rd Regiment of Foot sailed on but no luck, despite contacting several historians. I have found a lot of information on the type of ship that they would have been on, the time it took for the voyage.

The research on the type of ship has gone well, thanks to YouTube documentaries. If I can’t find the name of the ship I have two choices.

·        Make up a name

·        Not mention the name and write around it.

A problem I have with YouTube is that when I play one video, there are several others on the side screen that would be interesting. Many have to do with my research, but others have no relationship. Sometimes, I lack the willpower to not watch them.

 

I’ve had more luck dealing with educational issues. James is an educated misfit wherever he goes. But he’s a personable misfit, intelligent and curious. If he had run the family bakery, he might never have joined up: I would have had to find a new character.

 

He was educated in Ely schools where he was an excellent student. In America and England of the time there were schools, including for the poor. Schools in Massachusetts were often called Blue Coat schools because the students wore blue coats to class.

 

I also learned about the Boston educational system of its time. In 1635 Boston Latin was founded to educate men, but I knew that because my daughter graduated from BLS in 1967. Harvard was founded for the graduates to study for the ministry, law, etc. Many of America’s founding fathers attended BLS.

 

For those that were not interested or didn’t have the ability for a classical education, there were writing schools, one of which would become important both to General Gage and thus to the plot. These schools were to teach those that would become clerks, store owners, assistants to lawyers, etc.

 

Overall, the early Bostonians were educated.

 

I need to decide what to call the different factions: loyalists, patriots, rebels, Tories, Whigs, colonists. Does the term patriot means patriotic to the King or patriotic to the colonists who are unhappy with the King?

 

As I come across and delve into different topics, I get ideas on how I want them to work in the story, but it might be much later in the story. I need to make notes and I put notes at the bottom of the manuscript and mark it in red. If I learn something that should be added to what I’ve already written, then I go back and add it, making sure I have it in the acknowledgements.

 

Unlike writing pure fiction, I can’t manipulate events that really happened, although sometimes I wish I could.

 

Chapter 19

Winchester, England

April 1774

 

JAMES HOLLOWAY WAS amazed when Anderson released them earlier than usual. By looking at the sun, he gathered he had at least an hour before it was time to eat.

 

He found it hard to believe that he’d been a soldier for almost a year. A small company of men passed by James and stood in front of the main center. A larger company followed. It had men in rows of four. The front row would pretend to shoot the Brown Bess. Then they would disappear to the back to fake reload as the next row did the same and went to the back. James had spent hours and hours in the same drill.

 

If he were ever in a battle, he suspected the second row would be stepping over the bodies of the first, a rather unpleasant thought even more so if he were the one being stepped over. When he joined, he hadn’t thought about getting shot. He’d better make sure that he was a good shot so he could kill before being killed. The thought unnerved him.

 

Four times over the year they had shot real cartridges. What had surprised James was how hot his Brown Bess became. The soldiers joked they were in more danger from burns than bullets.

 

Twice they practiced in small groups of four spread out over the alleged battlefield. Another regiment pretended to be the enemy. Then they switched roles.

 

When they weren’t in drills, they kept the base spotless, fixed things that needed to be fixed, painted and cleaned … always there was cleaning.

 

Rumors abounded that his regiment would be sent in its entirety to Boston, but there were always rumors just about everything: meat alleged to be rotten, a serjeant found drunk, but instead of punishment, there was a cover-up.

 

James only half believed the rumors he’d heard about the 43rd being shipped out.

 

He’d never seen the ocean. In Ely there was an old man who had been a sailor. He talked of storms with waves as high as the cathedral and his ship being thrown around. He spoke of whales, fish almost as big as the ship itself. James had loved listening to his stories—but living them, that was different.

 

He didn’t know much about the colonies. There were stories about how the colonists were fighting against paying taxes. Hell, everyone paid taxes.

 

One of the new stories was about how colonists dressed as Indians and threw an entire shipment of tea into Boston Harbor rather than pay tax. Bloody waste of good tea if anyone asked him, but of course, no one did.

 

Not for the first time did he hope he wouldn’t see battle.

 

In his mind he heard William chiding, “So why in bloody name did you join up?”

 

He shuddered. He hadn’t liked killing rabbits, but he liked eating them even if it combined a smidgen of guilt and a lot of enjoyment at the same time.

 

God, life could be confusing.

 

Some days he wondered what the hell had he been thinking? Getting away. Changing his life. Never making another loaf of bread. How naïve. How stupid.

 

He supposed he could run away. But where could he go?

 

If he went home, a soldier might come through, a villager might mention him to that soldier who would report it to his superiors. He’d be returned and punished. The army did not take desertion lightly.

 

On other days he enjoyed the routine. He liked it especially when he learned something new. There was a manual that the soldiers followed. The lessons were read to the men by a corporal. It was detailed, even to the placement of their fingers on the gun in different positions. He wondered who had written it. One man? A group? Officers?

 

At one point he’d asked the corporal who’d answered, “How the hell should I know?” and walked off shaking his head.

 

It’s only for three years, with one gone already, he told himself when doubts seeped into his brain. The recruiter had given him a choice back in Ely: three, five years or indefinite. Despite the recruiter encouraging him for the indefinite contract, James had asked if he chose the three years, could he extend at the end. The answer was of course.

 

Thus, he had chosen the shortest term.

 

He thought as he walked, I changed my life and that’s a good thing.

 

What caught his eye was one of the new company drummers, a boy no more than fifteen. He sat on a bench outside the barracks, polishing his drum, although it already shone. The drum was green and red with paintings of soldiers in the 43rd regiment uniform.

 

He set down next to where the boy was working. “Hello Danny. Your drum is looking really shiny.” James knew the beat told the soldiers to march faster, slower, turn left, turn right, stop. Some commanders used hand signals, others rode or marched back to give the drummer orders. Some sent a messenger.

 

When he discovered something new, such as the reason and importance of the drumbeat, it created a moment of happiness that he had joined up. In Ely, learning something new was usually some kind of gossip, who was sleeping with whom, who got drunk and fell in the river, etc.

 

“Where you from, Danny?”

 

“Right here in Winchester. My family blows glass, but I didn’t want to do that. Anyway, my four brothers are carrying on the family trade. Since I’m the baby, I had choices they didn’t.”

 

James was surprised at how much personal information Danny shared. He liked getting to know someone new.

 

The bugle for dinner sounded. “Coming to eat, Danny?”

 

“Nah, I’m heading home. My Mum’s cooking beats what you’ll eat.”

 

*****

A week later on Saturday, the recruits were issued a six-hour pass to go into Winchester with orders to be back by midnight. “Don’t cause trouble. You get in trouble with the locals, it’s nothing like the trouble you’ll be in with me,” Anderson said. He said that every time.

 

James found Winchester a bit like Ely. He’d been told Winchester had about 4,000 citizens but what surprised him was that many of the streets were paved.

 

A river, the Itchen, not much wider than the Ouse in Ely, ran down one section. Houses were on both sides of the bank. A few held businesses on the ground level, including a bakery, which was closed every time he walked by late in the day.

 

As it grew dark, a man walked down the street, sidestepping the horse manure. He carried a torch on a pole to light the hanging oil lamps. James had not seen these before he had joined up. Every new thing made him smile to himself.

 

His fellow soldiers, including Thomas Miller, went to find beer, good or otherwise.

 

“I want to just walk around,” James said. “I may catch up with you later.” In reality, James was finding it difficult to be with people all day every day, even though he loved talking to people. Sometimes he thought it was like filling a bucket with water. When the bucket was full, it was full.

 

In Ely, after he’d sold his bread, after he’d talked about anything and everything with each of his customers, he relished the chance to sit down by the river by himself and just think. Now, almost every minute of his day was occupied.

 

At the base:

He dressed with others.

He cleaned the barracks with others.

He ate with others.

He marched with others.

He practiced loading his gun with others.

He went to bed when the others went to bed.

 

And always, always there was Anderson or Carver barking at them to do it better and faster. William and Anderson would get along well. Anderson considered each failure of a recruit the recruit’s fault, but with more drill on his part it would disappear. William had made it clear that every “failure” on James’s part was a deep character flaw, which could never really be corrected.

 

Doing nothing except what he wanted to do, even for an hour, was a gift. And doing nothing was doing something.

 

The spring air was gentle and dry with a light smell of horse manure drifting from where the horses had deposited it as they pulled carts through the streets. In the beginning of the week, they had two days of downpour. The puddles had dried.

 

Few people were out. As he passed one house, a voice called out, “Hey James.”

 

He looked to the window where the voice came from.

 

Danny was hanging over the second floor windowsill and waving frantically. “What are you doing here?”

 

“Just looking around.”

 

“Come in and meet my Mum and the rest of the family.”

 

Before he could say he didn’t want to disturb anyone, the door opened. A woman motioned him in. “I’m Danny’s mother. You’re another foundling.”

 

“That’s what Mum calls anyone we bring home,” Danny said as he galloped down the stairs to the front door.

 

Before James could refuse, he was seated at a table; bread and a sausage were put before him along with a mug of beer.

 

He tried to sort out Danny’s brother and sisters from their spouses and offsprings. Their names had come faster than Anderson’s orders. It was hard because they all seemed to have the same round face, brown hair and brown eyes.

 

He heard more laughter during the meal than his family would have exhibited in six months day and night.

 

He was fascinated that different people seemed to know whose turn it was to go behind the house and return shortly thereafter. First, he thought they needed to pee, but when Danny stood, he said, “My turn to add logs to the fire. I’ll show you, James, if you want to come with me.”

 

Outside James saw a hive-shaped kiln.

 

“This is where my family makes their blown-glass products. Come.”

 

Danny led James to the front of the house where a shop displayed their products. He talked in a non-stop stream. “Our family is renowned for their glasses, dishes, vases. We even have a commission from the King.” He took a breath. “My Mum is amazing. When my father died a decade ago, she took over, saw that our glass was even better. She always wants us to be the best we can be.”

 

Danny went on. “That’s how I want to be about my drumming. I’m so lucky that my family understood why I didn’t want to do what they were all doing and that it wasn’t against them but for me.”

 

I wish my brother had felt like that, James thought.

 

Back inside, James’ mother asked him about his life. Although he told them about his family, he didn’t mention Bess. He wasn’t sure why.

 

When every morsel of food had disappeared, James said, “I must get back to base.”

 

“You don’t want Anderson mad at you,” Danny said. “What a temper that man has.”

 

Halfway down the street, right before he had to cross a bridge, he heard footsteps. For a second, he was worried that someone might rob him, but it was Danny’s mother. She was a full head shorter than James with hair that escaped her cap. It remained black. He wondered how a woman who produced that many children wasn’t gray. Maybe the heat from the kiln?

 

For a moment, instead of feeling homesick, he felt angry that his own family couldn’t have been like this. Had his wife lived, could they have created a family along with running the bakery? Not as long as William existed.

 

He must stop comparing his old life with his new, he told himself. It was what it was.

 

“James! James, I have a favor to ask you?” Danny’s mother was out of breath.

 

“I knew I’d have to pay for the meal.” The twinkle in his eyes matched hers.

 

“If you go into war, try and keep Danny out of harm?”

 

“I don’t think we have any plans for war.”

 

“Men always find a reason to go to war.”