Chapter 8
Ely, England
March 1773
WHEN
JAMES WALKED into the bakery, two candles tried to light the room. In the
dimness he could see Alice washing dishes.
“Where’ve you been? I coulda used your
help to finish cleaning,” William said from the shadows. He sat at the table.
James didn’t bother to answer.
Alice went to the cupboard and took out
his dish. It had bread soaked with the juice of a chicken and a few pieces of
dark meat. She poured him a mug of beer.
“I wouldn’t have saved it for you,”
William said.
Before James sat, he handed Alice his
pouch. “Sold everything.” He almost always did, but when days were misting like
today, the bread would get too wet and had to be thrown away. Depending on
where he was, he would give it to his customer for the pigs. If it wasn’t
ruined but still not up to the quality the bakery was known for, he would
reduce the price telling people to put the bread over the fire. Sometimes it
helped. Sometimes it didn’t.
As soon as he finished eating, he went to
his room, the room he had shared with Bess. Her presence was still there. In
his imagination he could hear her singing.
Alice had been happier when Bess was
around. The sisters-in-laws talked, laughed and almost read each other’s minds.
Bess did not like William. “If he smiled,
I’m sure his face would break,” she had said one night as they whispered about
the day’s activities before falling asleep. Mostly she hated how William spoke
to James and Alice.
Two days after their wedding, William had
barked at Bess. She’d come at him with a dish yelling if he ever spoke to her
like that again she’d not only knock him cold while he was out she would cut
off his balls. He never raised his voice to her again.
Despite some people thinking night air was bad for one’s health or even that evil spirits might fly in an open window and steal one’s soul, James left the shutters open. A half-moon could be made out through the haze. This is my life, he thought. It has been my destiny when I was born. He turned on his right side. Born without choices. What would it be like to have choices?
Chapter
9
Boston,
Massachusetts
May
DAPHNE ANDREWS STRETCHED out in bed.
Her husband, Gareth, slept on his side facing her, not quite snoring, more
putt-putting.
A
sliver of sunlight peeked through a crack where the heavy forest green drapes
didn’t quite meet. This temporary apartment was more like a Victorian home in
Mayfair or any of the tony neighborhoods in London or Edinburgh trying to
recreate a bygone era.
She
slipped out of bed to open the drapes and to see Comm Ave. What was it with
Americans or maybe it was just Bostonians? They couldn’t call anything by its
full name.
Commonwealth
Ave. Comm Ave. Pats not Patriots, BU not Boston University. Oxford at home
wasn’t known as OU, but then OU was the Open University. That big skyscraper a
couple of blocks away was the Pru not the Prudential. Her temporary personal
assistant, who worked with her two days a week to make sure she acted as a
proper consul general’s wife, had done a list of Bostonese words, as Daphne
dubbed it. It was four pages long. Daphne now had a whole new vocabulary: Cape,
Pike, Mass General and on and on.
And
anything that was extra good was “wicked,” which had nothing to do with evil.
Her
memory had always been good, which had earned her a first in history at
Edinburgh University, although she always felt it didn’t live up to her
oncologist and physicist sisters in her parents’ eyes.
Not
that they had ever said anything directly. That she could write in a
calligraphy that would make a medieval monk weep with jealousy was not
important in an age where programming software counted.
Since
she had had no desire to teach, her father had predicted she’d never use her
degree. “Useless,” he’d called it while saying he knew she’d worked hard for
it.
He
was wrong. For the past five years she was the archivist for Scottish Tweed,
Ltd., a family business since 1705. She had been tasked with tracing its
growth, but also to go through all the family records to capture their personal
histories as well as their financials.
Management
wanted her to go through the archives with the goal of writing a book about the
firm starting with the 1700s when the cloth was made by women with home looms.
She was to add what was happening in Edinburgh, Scotland and the world at the
same time. The ancestors that made major advances should have an entire chapter
each gleaned through journals and surviving letters.
One
couldn’t say she loved her job. She adored it passionately. Ferreting out how
people lived as they improved the company’s product and premises was one thing,
but to also create a juxtaposition with events in Edinburgh, Scotland and the
world? There was almost never a morning that she didn’t hop out of bed, excited
about her explorations.
In
the beginning, she thought that the book would be chronological. Six months
into the project she realized there were special topics, some related to the
industry itself like looms and manufacturing processes. The family had okayed a
cookbook with recipes handed down from cook to cook over generations. They had
it printed and sold it in the company store where people browsed after the
factory tour offered to the public.
She
had created brochures on wool, looms and weaving techniques that helped
publicize the tours of the factory.
Over
the years, she had gone through thousands of letters, journals, financials and
scribbles. She was deep into the early 1900s when she’d quit to marry Gareth.
How
she ended up with someone in the diplomatic corps, she was never sure. He’d
bumped into her on Princes Street.
Theirs
had been a commuting relationship for the short time they had dated.
Her
father warned her to marry in haste was to regret in leisure. He said it only
once, as he did when warning any of his three daughters. He claimed that
relieved him of any responsibility if things went wrong. They had their own
lives to lead. He didn’t say he didn’t like Gareth, just that he didn’t know
him.
When
Gareth was appointed Consul General in Boston, the commute across the Atlantic
was not as easy as grabbing the train from London to Waverly Station in
downtown Edinburgh or vice versa. Marriage had seemed the solution, a civil
ceremony, with no friends or relatives present. “Good thing I never dreamed of
a white gown and veil,” she told her parents, but sent them photos taken by a
clerk with her phone.
She’d
turned over all her research to the new company historian, a graduate of
Edinburgh University like herself. “I never thought I’d find a job doing
research,” he’d said.
She
understood. She wished Scottish Tweed would let her continue working off site.
Hamish, the son of the current head, would have been happy to let her. His
father said, “Absolutely not.” What was it about fathers, she wondered.
Hamish
had become a good friend. He itched to update the company from the 19th
century, jumping over the 20th into the 21st. Only during
the past year had his father allowed him to create a website and online store.
Sales had quadrupled in the first three months.
“A
fluke,” his father had said.
“I’d
quit, but if I’m patient this will be mine,” he’d told Daphne at her farewell
whisky. “Go and marry your old man.” This was said with a smile, because he
joked about Gareth stealing his young historian because he was really looking
for a daughter not a wife.
It
was true that Gareth was 15 years older than she was — not that it bothered
either of them. He said he found her knowledge of the world exceeded all the
women he’d ever met and dated. Kiddingly, or so she thought, he called her, “My
walking encyclopedia.”
Gareth
had two sides. A fun side and a stuffy side, depending on where he was and what
he had to do. Some days Daphne wondered if he’d left his fun side in London.
She felt pressure from work probably contributed to his grouchiness. What
worried her was that he treated her as a child not as the intelligent adult he
claimed he’d fallen in love with.
She
admitted that she didn’t know much about diplomatic protocol, but she hadn’t
needed to attend too many events in the month they had been in Boston. Before
anything, she would ask for a briefing on what was expected. The assistant,
Priscilla, gave her how-to-be-a-CG-wife lessons. So far, she had committed no
gaffs.
The
briefings didn’t bother her. It was more his assuming she couldn’t find her way
around a new city and needed guidance in things like arranging the cupboards
that annoyed her. He didn’t like how his underwear was folded, although it was
done by staff. He slammed the door when she said that he could do it the way he
wanted if he were unhappy.
She
considered the many small irritants as adjusting to a marriage, adjusting to a
new country. The hardest part was adjusting to not having her own projects and
work. She was used to losing herself in her work. At first lazing in bed with a
book, electronic or paper, was a luxury.
Gareth
left early in the mornings. He didn’t get back until eight or nine at night. He
was seldom hungry having eaten at his desk or at a consulate-required event.
Often, he’d brought work home and after a kiss on her cheek disappeared into
the room he had commandeered as his study.
Gareth
had found the consulate operations a mess. The previous CG had suffered from
cancer before his heart attack. Combined with his desire to manipulate the
staff, it meant nothing worked as it should. Many of the local staff had quit
in frustration leaving too much work for the remaining people.
Granted
much of the work was paperwork, visas, banking arrangements, etc.: boring but
necessary.
The
couple tried to make Sundays sacrosanct. This Sunday they would wander over to
Harvard Square, a.k.a. The Square, for lunch, take advantage of the bookstores
and maybe watch the students in The Yard or Yahd as the locals called it. In
Bostonese she thought it “wicked” fun.
She
had made acquaintances with two other CG wives, but she wasn’t interested in
being a lady who lunched any more than was politically necessary. She found
excuses not to go shopping with them. Gareth had been unhappy about that.
“Suggest a movie,” he said. She did, but they weren’t interested because they
didn’t like Hollywood films.
She
padded into the kitchen and made two cups of coffee. A knock at the front door
produced the neighbor from the floor above handing her their Boston Sunday Globe.
Although
they read newspapers and magazines online from several countries in French,
English or German, they both liked sitting at the table, their coffee in front
of them with croissants from the bakery around the corner on Newbury Street,
handing sections back and forth. They would read headlines or bits and pieces
to each other.
“We
could do it online,” she had commented on the first Sunday that began the
ritual.
“But
I like the rustle of the paper,” Gareth had said.
“And
the smell of the ink.”
Despite
feeling at loose ends, a phrase she hated because it made her feel as if part
of her body would fly off, she told herself she was content. After years of
concentrating on studies or work, there was a freedom to decide at the last
minute to do what she wanted.
A
coffee aroma filled the kitchen. She removed the croissants bought late
yesterday afternoon from the toaster oven, put plates, butter, honey and coffee
sugared as Gareth liked it on a tray, placed the tray on top of the Sunday Boston Globe and headed to the bedroom.
“You’re
an angel.” Gareth was sitting up in bed. Daphne crawled in next to him.
Daphne
took the magazines. Gareth, after checking the front page, went for the
editorials. “Good. Nothing about the Brits. Not even the Prime Minister.”
Daphne
saw an article about Minute Man National Park. She showed it to Gareth. “Isn’t
that where the two unknown Brits are buried, where you laid a wreath or
something last month?”
Gareth’s
mouth was full of croissant. He nodded.
“Instead
of going to Harvard Square, let’s go there today. We can run over to the square
on the Red Line for a coffee any time.”
Gareth
swallowed. He looked out the window.
“I
don’t really feel like driving and I don’t want to bother Tom on his day off.
Let’s stick with the Square.”
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